There is a person with whom I hold very dear to my heart. This person has given me such spark, such inspiration in all aspects of life. This person has helped turn me into the person that I am today. This person, even though they will remain nameless, doesn't even know they were the very source for many things in my life. This person, with whom I have never physically interacted with has had such great force, such presence, that I think about her nearly every single day. I once fell in love with this person, and I am afraid, but do not regret, have never fallen out of love. We no longer talk, well at least not nearly as much as we used to. We have kind of grown apart. Distance measured in miles is not the only thing between us. I am grateful though. I am grateful for all blessings that surround her daily life. I am grateful she has found love once again. I am grateful she is living her dream. I am eternally grateful she is getting all she deserves in this life. With all of the wonderful things that have come her way, I feel that she has an infinite amount she is still owed. This person I will forever have unconditional love for. I hold so much pride in getting the chance to meet this person, to interact, and to share. Because although we may not still talk, she has given me more than I could ever ask of her and more. She gave me life, love, inspiration, hope, and a list of other things. Even these words I write could never truly explain the impact this angel has on the world.
In this life people like this exist for many people. I feel that everyone has interacted with their own version of the person I speak of. What I have found, in my experience. That even when you love this person with all of your heart, and they can not be yours, pain will come, but in time, if you allow it. You can let go of that need to have that person. In time you can realize that you do not need to possess, or call your own to truly love someone. I have gone through the stage of mourning the loss of such a relationship, I have cried, and pleaded, and wished to the source of all things to make my greatest desire come true. But the source has showed me that the demand I was yearning for was very much an illusion. Source has shown me that knowing she exists, and will continue to exist. Living the wonderful life she has. Learning this has allowed me to grow and experience, learn, create, and live. Its thinking back about this person that I must say again, the words written above do no justice in explaining this person or the impact they have had on this life of mine, and she will continue to remain nameless, but if this very person somehow reads this post, and realizes it is about her the following words are especially for you.
Thank you for all that you have done, haven't done, and what you will do in the future, because all that you are, all that you think, feel, say, and do will always be ever so important, because they come from you, and you are the source of such great goodness, love and inspiration. I love you, and I always will, because you are, and you will always continue, to be you.
In this life people like this exist for many people. I feel that everyone has interacted with their own version of the person I speak of. What I have found, in my experience. That even when you love this person with all of your heart, and they can not be yours, pain will come, but in time, if you allow it. You can let go of that need to have that person. In time you can realize that you do not need to possess, or call your own to truly love someone. I have gone through the stage of mourning the loss of such a relationship, I have cried, and pleaded, and wished to the source of all things to make my greatest desire come true. But the source has showed me that the demand I was yearning for was very much an illusion. Source has shown me that knowing she exists, and will continue to exist. Living the wonderful life she has. Learning this has allowed me to grow and experience, learn, create, and live. Its thinking back about this person that I must say again, the words written above do no justice in explaining this person or the impact they have had on this life of mine, and she will continue to remain nameless, but if this very person somehow reads this post, and realizes it is about her the following words are especially for you.
Thank you for all that you have done, haven't done, and what you will do in the future, because all that you are, all that you think, feel, say, and do will always be ever so important, because they come from you, and you are the source of such great goodness, love and inspiration. I love you, and I always will, because you are, and you will always continue, to be you.